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Post by purezen on Sept 22, 2009 19:08:33 GMT -5
Date: XX/XX/20XXDear Journal,
I decided to start writing about my days in Duel Academy so I can one day look back and see what I‘m doing wrong and right. I know it seems strange seeing I‘ve never written in a journal before, but I thought it would sound pretty fun. ^_^
Right now it‘s been a pretty long trip. KaibaCorp has paid for most of my expenses from the room I‘ll stay in all the way to this Cruise Linear that is taking its next batch of students to the island, and that leaves me with so many left from the Scholarship money. I‘m think of maybe using some secretly to buy Rosy a souvenir from the island. I heard they had a lot of rare cards for duelists…none that I‘m not too interest in at the most.
I guess I‘m still a little sad that I have to attend Duel Academy rather than a regular school; it‘s not just that…but I feel…scared. I don‘t know why. It‘s been ten years already, and I still have that feeling in my chest every time I pick up a card. My hand shakes, it feels sweaty and moist, I keep thinking about what could go wrong if I don‘t make the right move. Sure losing feels bad, but it feels like I will lose more…just like mom did.
….I guess I should snap out of it. I keep telling myself that whatever happened was just something that I did not know about. It was so short, so brief that by the time I could see my mom hold a card, I could see her stand in front of me and disappear. It feels like she was protecting me. Of course no one will believe me, but maybe they‘re right. Am I crazy? Am I insane to think that it was some card game that killed mom…and even worse, did she die just because I was in the way and affected her “choices?” I don‘t think I‘d rather think about the answer of neither one really.
Oh! I‘m writing too much crazy stuff again! I‘ll just scratch all that out. I shouldn‘t be depressed since I‘m going far away to a school for dueling, and I get to be a bit more independent. I know Cousin Chezza and Rosy are trying to cheer me up, but I‘m just a burden to them. If I finish school here at Duel Academy and then finally come back home successful, I‘ll repay them double for their kindness. I don‘t like to duel, but I don‘t want to let them down. I have to make things right for them wasting their time about my feelings! I must!
It seems like the ship is getting ready to stop. I‘m not use to the noise that giant pipe makes, or whatever it‘s called, but I should really wrap this up and get ready to settle in. I‘m a little late and classes have already started, so I hope I can fit right in. I should…probably try to make some friends to if I get the chance…if anyone would even want to be friends with me.
End Entry!
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Post by purezen on Sept 28, 2009 13:00:18 GMT -5
Date: XX/XX/20XXDear Journal,
My first day at Duel Academy seemed to go fine, even if it was a reminder of what Grade School was like in some ways; that’s behind me seeing that I’m use to the feeling by now, but it’s a bit bothersome to know that in the near future, the whole Academy experience will be pretty much like High School. Why does class and uniform colors have to be such a big deal? People are so strange when it comes to the “status quo” thing. I seem to understand though, I probably rejected the chance to make my only friend because I was scared that he would get me bullied more than now.
…my first day and already I’m not liking this. I think I’ll have to get use to it, maybe people will always look at me like some guy that looks like a girl? I had so much to think about seeing I walked around peacefully last night. The Academy seems so nice, and I think I found my “thinking place” whenever I want to go outside. It’s beautiful, and it has a nice mixture of flowers for me to take care of. It surprised me that such a mixture of flowers grew in such a spontaneous place in the forest; Maybe it represents something?
I guess I’m thinking too much of it, but that’s the first happy feeling I’ve had every since I was on campus.
Oh! That’s right! “Was” because I shortly left the Academy. I get to have my first assignment away from school grounds to investigate the new tablet exhibit that’s in Domino. I’m a little excited since I’ve never been to Domino. I heard they had a nice Card Shop, and I’d really like to see if they can perhaps help my deck that’s for Nurse Reficule. I may not use the cards, but I’d like to think that I would someday…I’m sure mom would’ve wanted me to keep playing.
Anyway, I guess I should hurry to the exhibit site. I don’t want to be late since I heard it’s been popular lately, and I heard there was an uproar to see the exhibit. I wonder why…
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Post by purezen on Oct 4, 2009 16:44:40 GMT -5
Date: XX/XX/20XXDear Journal,
Hmm…I think I should keep my entry short considering I have to go to work today. I have not been so active around the campus considering that the school and the staff are interested in the story about that strange tablet. It only reminds me how much of a bother it was to go look at it only to find it was broken and too many people were surrounding it to even get a glimpse. I still find it difficult to get near large crowds; it’s just so bothersome still.
Thoughts…hmm…lately, I’ve been thinking about cutting my hair a little, even if it’s just up to the shoulders. Maybe that way people won’t mistake me for a girl as much, but then again, they say it’s my “cute” face. It’s funny how I keep thinking about these things every time I seem someone, but I can’t help it, I mean, I think a girl saw me while I was out at the museum, and I couldn’t help but to think maybe I was some kind of surprise seeing I was a student, and I think she was too. She was Slifer, so I hope I don’t become her target or something to be bullied later. I rather not find out if it’s true or not what that guy said about the different dorms at this school not seeing eye to eye exactly.
…I never thought I‘d have to feel this way again by going to school. I feel like a geek again.
Well, I should get ready for my work station at the Nurse’s Office. I think I have cleaning duty there today. I can’t be sure, I haven’t gotten any sleep considering I’ve been studying hard and doing things by yourself isn’t very helpful, but at least I’m being independent, just like I wanted…well…I think…oh! I’ll figure it out later!
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Post by purezen on Oct 20, 2009 4:08:33 GMT -5
Date: XX/XX/20XXDear Journal,
Class was off to a good start I guess. I actually had a full busy schedule yesterday morning, up until I got the time to actually go outside and go to the dorms. I finish early today because my shift ended on a good note, and I even had enough time to finish with all my reports last night for my first “Medical Experience.” I guess in a way, it was a good day, but I still have to deal with dueling.
That reminds me, yesterday, I seemed to have had some time between all my work, and I met the strangest people and even saw someone familiar. Mr. Leon seems to be a strange guy, but he seems to be really nice from what I can see, and even if I only met her, Ms. Mesmere seems a little intimidating to be around, but she’s so elegant and royal. She makes me smile knowing that she has such great understanding. However…what she said, it still bothers me. I can’t describe it, but I guess she only made me look at something that I did not think about…
…no, something that I tried not to think about. What do I really want?
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It's a weekend...but I should go to work at the infirmary. So, until next time...
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P.S.: Spin the Bottle is not a game for me.
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