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Post by Johnathan Mars Hoshi on Nov 13, 2009 2:07:27 GMT -5
"It's..." he began, hesitant. "There's... something in me now... I feel it sometimes, crawling up from within, filling my head with... thoughts." It was obvious what 'thoughts' he must have meant. And it seemed that he was actually quite modest... but because of that, the sudden introduction Setsuna gave him to maturity had a profound effect on his mind. A little perverted demon must be inside of him now, wanting more of the feeling it had gained for that time. "I... don't know what to do about it at all..." he continued. "I'm not sure if it's really natural... or if it's completely wrong..."
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Post by Cirno Hanayuki on Nov 15, 2009 16:35:40 GMT -5
"Oh~? That, my good sir, is called 'lust'~ It's an interesting little thing, really~ And I think that it's perfectly natural~! After all, for some people, this 'lust' sparks passion and love~ For others, it's the opposite~ Varies from person to person, really~ Now, why don't you just let yourself go~? What are you so afraid of~?"
Cirno giggled as she'd laid her body out across the sand, practically displaying it to anyone nearby or who was watching. Admittedly, though, this was an unconscious display, as it seemed perfectly normal to be sitting out on the beach, naked. Skinny dipping was always a hobby of hers. But that was besides the point. The point was that Hoshi needed to let his balls drop and learn to see the "naughty" side of things...~ A lot like how Cirno saw it sometimes~ Always an interesting little thing to note...~
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Post by Johnathan Mars Hoshi on Nov 15, 2009 17:31:49 GMT -5
Hoshi just kept his legs close to his body, responding to Cirno's question of 'what are you afraid of?' with, "M-me..." He stopped for a bit, gripping his legs closer to him, and then said, "I... I don't understand any of this... what'll happen if I lose myself? Or if I end up hurting someone else because of it?" He started to tremble now and it was apparent that he was largely rejecting this new part of him, too scared about it.
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Post by Cirno Hanayuki on Nov 17, 2009 20:02:00 GMT -5
"Afraid of yourself, huh~? Well, I suppose that's a legit reason to be afraid~ But, in the end, it's up to you to control yourself, right~? Perhaps you should learn to accept your faults and stuff like that~ But, for now, I suppose that you can just be scared and hold it back~ It's kinda sad when you can't trust yourself, though~"
Cirno said this bluntly and wondered if he was getting it. Hoshi just seemed like the kinda guy who didn't get things unless you really beat it into him, which, in her opinion, was pretty sad. So, at least she could say it in a way that he could possibly understand it. At least, hopefully. After all, he didn't seem like someone who was that slow. At least, she hoped not. She didn't really like people like that. Not to say that she hated them, but they didn't really appeal to her.
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Post by Johnathan Mars Hoshi on Nov 17, 2009 20:11:44 GMT -5
Hoshi just paused for a second before nodding, saying, "I guess... you're right... but I'm still not sure... What if I can't control it? What it this... thing consumes me?" Without thinking, his hand had moved away from his knees and to Cirno's hand, grasping it lightly. "I just... I dunno. I want to accept myself but I'm scared at the same time..." Looking away, he said, "I'm sorry, I must sound like a wimp... It's just hard for me right now... It might have been different if I wasn't suddenly pulled into this..."
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Post by Cirno Hanayuki on Nov 18, 2009 19:56:46 GMT -5
"Perhaps, but you've really gotta just keep moving forwards, y'know~?"
Cirno had noted that he'd put his hand on hers and pulled away slowly, trying not to offend him. Of course it was awkward for him to suddenly touch her hand like that. After all, they'd just met. Granted, she'd given other people the pleasure of her body, but this guy... He just wasn't ready yet. Mostly because Cirno wasn't all too accustomed to sleeping with men frequently, but also because he didn't seem to have enough spine for it. And she liked men with spines.
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Post by Johnathan Mars Hoshi on Nov 18, 2009 20:22:55 GMT -5
But as she lay there, she could tell that any fear and hesitance she could see was fading... As if something was changing... Maybe this was deeper than she thought. "I suppose... I guess I just need to get used to it." This other side of him... It had formed because of teh severe shock and surprise of this new pleasure. And it was slowly starting to appear in front of her. His hand just gently brushed over her arm, not wanting to shock her. "It would be hard though... I can't just ask anyone for something like this." An obvious little 'hint'... although only this half knew about it. The other half was being burried away again.
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Post by Cirno Hanayuki on Nov 21, 2009 15:30:45 GMT -5
Cirno had sat up and turned to him, giving a bit of a curious look. It seemed that he was being a little more aggressive now and, quite frankly, it shocked an amused her. Not only that, but it seemed that she was the target of his newfound confidence. It kind of irked her how he'd so easily attached to her. She'd only given him blunt advice, after all. It seemed like something else was driving him too. She could sense his lust and it piqued her curiosity, though not enough to attract her.
"Well, clearly, but I'm sure that the girl you'd mentioned before could help you out with that, ne?"
She'd slowly gotten to her feet and picked up her clothes, stepping back from him, but not taking her eyes off. She didn't want to take the chance that he'd just suddenly act upon his impulses on her.
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Post by Johnathan Mars Hoshi on Nov 21, 2009 18:15:32 GMT -5
Immediately, he got control of himself, blushing and looking away. "S-sorry! I..." He paused for a bit and then sighed. "I almost lost myself... I could have done something unforgivable..." He then turned, keeping his eyes on her neck and upwards. "Forgive me... This is why I wanted to keep this secret." he said as he stood up. "I'm scared someone else will get hurt if I let my guard down, even for a moment. PLease, forgive me for almost dragging you into my problems."
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